A riviting and candid story of my addiction and how "I GOT OUT!"
It didn't happen all at once.... no-It started slowly and progressed.
I wanted to party with my friends, I felt in order to fit in, I needed to do whatever they were doing, so I drank with them. I enjoyed the feeling that it gave me. " So I partied with the "feel good drink!"
Then one day a friend offered me a 'blunt, joint, (whatever the 'new' name for it is) Pot!
I made me feel good, I liked the high and thought, "hey this stuff should be legalized, it's great!"
I spent hours listening to music and eating everything in sight.... "had the munchies, ya know."
After some pot and few drinks, i felt like I was on "top of the world."
Now whenever I "partied" I wanted the pot and..... the alcohol..
But like anything,( rather it is addicting or not) if it makes you "feel good,".. more is better!
So I smoked more-drank more and added some pills to the mix.
It seemed to make my "otherwise, not so interesting night," into 'more fun."
And so I was off on the journey to "feeling good all the time,"
When I was happy, I got high-
When I was with my friends partying, I got high-
When I was down-I got high
When i was up-I got high
When I was alone, I got high
I got high-when I was high-to stay high
But now it was different, I wasn't in control anymore- nope… the drugs controlled, they called the shots- and I fell helplessly into the ‘trap of addiction.”
.................................a vicious cycle.
As time went on, I was introduced to a more potent high- Heroin!
Needles freaked me, I wasn't into them-but I was told that the drug was "better" when injected, so I took the dive....after the first shot, I floated on a cloud for hours.
When I came down… I wanted more, because it made me feel like I didn’t have a care in the world.
I was so totally deceived. I thought I could handle it, I would never get addicted to heroin.
Never!
Famous last word!
Within seven days, I had a craving for it, and the only thing that dismissed that strong desire was "more heroin."
I shot speed balls, coke and heroin, took a mass amount of pills, smoked pot regularly and washed it all down with alcohol- for a chaser!
it was becoming painfully clear to me..........................I was hooked! But by that time, I didn't care.
But how would I maintain my 'expensive need?"
I'll tell you how, steal, lie, cheat-anything to get "it!"
Because, when I didn't have the "stuff," I'd go crazy and the things I did to keep up my habit, make me sick to even think about!!!
The people I usually cheated and stole from were mostly, friends.
I walked the streets, went into the worst neighborhoods and almost got killed on one or more occasions. I was raped, beaten and robbed... I was falling down into an abyss of complete darkness with “no way out.”.
What started out as a 'fun high" was now serious business.
Waking up in a gutter, strange place or jail was the norm for me.
My friends who were getting high with me, were dying all around me. Overdoses, car accidents, some were landing up in jail for possession, but nothing stopped me... I needed the drugs-plain and simple.
Then, I contracted Hep B... and man, I was sick as a dog! I didn’t want to think about my sick liver and the consequences of Hepatitis- however within one year, it was so bad, I was hospitalized and informed that my liver was ravished with the virus.
So what did I do………………..I got high!
One night, a friend found me overdosed with my head in a toilet after vomiting because i took too much herion. Had they not found me, I would had drowned in a toliet bowl, how ironic!
But God…………..
One day, totally unannounced a young woman named Linda Smith walked into my life!
We worked at the same place. When she saw me, she inquired about me.
They told her, “don't bother with Kornacki, she's is a lost cause, the worst addict around.”
But Linda began to pray for me.
When she approached me to talk to me, I was vulgar, hateful and full of dope.
Still she prayed.
When I was jailed, Linda prayed.
When I was over dosed, Linda prayed.
When I stole, Linda prayed.
When I lied, Linda prayed.
When did vile things, Linda prayed.
And even when I said horrible things to her………………….Linda still prayed.
One day, all those relentless prayers paid off.
God moved in a miraculous way… and I was ready to “listen.”
My eyes were opened, my ears were opened!
A Man Named Jesus, the Risen King, walked into my life, because a women named Linda Smith, never gave up on me- No matter what she saw me do.. she stood strong and prayed and believed-GOD IS ABLE.
Today I am free, I have never gone back. What is there to go back to-BONDAGE?
By God's mercy and grace, I travel internationally, preaching on television, radio and churches, seminars and conferences!
The point of this story?
Don’t ever stop believing, or praying!
God IS LISTENING!
AND one day, if you don't give up-
The answer will come!!!
How do I know-I am a miracle of prayer and hope!
Leave a comment and the name of someone you need prayer for.. and I WILL PRAY FOR THEM!
Divorce-the hammer that shattered my heart!
Over Ten years ago, I heard these words........
“Carol, I don’t love you, I mean I love you, but I am not in “in love” with you,” my husband said flatly, one cold March morning.
I felt like the air had been sucked out of the room, i was breathless, “What do you mean Richard, when did you stop loving me?” I asked him as hot tears poured down my cheeks.
"I still love you Carol, but....well, something has happened and I feel differently."
I feared the answer to my next question, "is there someone else, Richard?"
His face was expressionless, “yes there is, I want a divorce.”
We had been married almost 23 years. I never suspected any of this. Why was I so blind?
I sat there dumbfounded; I wanted to shrivel up and die.
Didn't he understand, he was the love of my life, the man I intended to spend the rest of my life with, my lover, companion, best friend and confidant.
How could he sit here across from me in the home we shared and tell me, "it's over?"and he was leaving and had given his heart, the heart that belonged to me ..........to another woman?
He expressed regret for what he had done to me.
“You’re a good woman Carol, you don’t deserve this, but these things happen, I didn’t plan it. You will meet someone else and be happy, I am sure of it.”
I was astonished, “I don’t want someone new Richard, I want you!” I cried.
After he confessed having sex with the young woman on several occasions, (who, by the way, happened to be 19 years his junior) I fell apart!
I cast away all dignity and cried out, “please don’t leave me Richard, I forgive you. Let’s just put this behind us and move on and get our marriage back. I will do whatever it takes to make this marriage work, please give me another chance!”
He tried to explain that I hadn’t done anything wrong, it wasn’t about me, he had fallen into this and now he wanted out of the marriage.
Still I begged, graveled and pleaded, but to no avail.
The look on his face and the sound of the door closing behind him as he walked out of my life that afternoon is still etched in my memory-to this day!
All my life I had dealt with rejection-and now here it was again, taunting me!
The weeks and months that followed were the worst in my life.
I couldn’t eat, sleep, communicate or function. I was numb. I fell into a deep depression and refused to return to “the land of the living.”
At this devestationg time, I can count my “true friends” that stuck by me, on one hand, (maybe three fingers?)
As I lay in my “bed of affliction” it got back to me, that some of my "so-called friends" were gossiping about me and discussing the reasons why my marriage had failed.
This compounded the unbearable pain that I was already in-and I withdrew all the more.
I found myself in the middle of a major meltdown and there seemed, no way out!
A precious Friend who stuck by me, was Lorraine. She showed up at my door several times a week, with a warm smile, a crock of savory soup and a promise that, this too shall come to pass!"
" However, I wasn’t about to indulge in the soup, or listen to her words of comfort.
Some nights she refused to leave, sitting close beside me, whispering prayers and trying to persuade me to get me up and into a shower.
I would lay there staring into space, refusing to converse, eat or clean up.
Finally, late into the night, she would get up, kiss my forehead and make plans to return the next day with still another culinary delight and words of encouragement.
When she left, I sobbed, wrecked with grief....alone………………so alone!
Being a full time minister, I had plenty of obligations.
My weekly T.V. program required interviews, on location.
Filming and being in the studio.
Strangely enough, the girl that worked with me at the Television station was the “other woman.”
Now, the whole T.V crew knew about the affair, and that Richard had left me for her.
I was humiliated beyond words, so showing up to record programs, was out of the question.!!
Therefore, I ran repeats of the pre-taped programs and stayed at home drowning in my own tears.
After two month of calling Richard consistentlly, still begging- he had his number changed.
So, I called his mother and tried to get her to talk some sense into him. She felt terrible about the whole thing, and certainly did not agree with the way I was being treated, however Richard was her son, and blood is thicker than water-so she took his side.
I was beginning to realize that while Richard was going on with his new life with this woman, mine was dissolving. I was at my wits end-it was then I considered ending my life.
THE WAKE UP CALL
I have spent the last twenty-three years of my life reaching out to those who are broken, depressed and hopeless.
Now I had become the “victim” the broken one… the hopeless.
With all my experience, I felt helpless and it seemed that I could not help myself.
I felt like nothing could penetrate the rock that was forming around my broken heart.
I shut down- isolated myself; I was mentally and emotionally crippled and spiritually empty!
The new rescue attempt was orchestrated by my long time friend, Christie Cross, who kidnapped me out of my apartment and whisked me off to her parent’s condo in Tampa Bay to try to “revive me.”
During the day, this gracious family made every effort to derail my “mental depression.”
I was taken out to fabulous restaurants, only to bring MY meal back in a doggie bag.
A night at the movies resulted in me sobbing and running out of the theater.
One morning, after Christie had gone to work, I was left alone. I spent most of the day on the phone trying to get Richard to talk to me. He refused.
I was standing in the kitchen of this beautiful condo-blinded by tears and desperation.
The breakfast nook had a set of doors that opened up to a lovely balcony. I walked over to it, as if in a trance.
I peered over the rail to the pool several stories below.
I could hear these words in my head, “go ahead and jump! Show him what he has done to you! Besides the pain you are in right now, will be gone forever, go ahead and jump!”
I stood there holding on to the railing.
"Sure, death will be a release; I won't have to wake up every morning and find that he was not there, or think about my him in the arms of another woman- and besides, no one loves me, no one cares.
I could escape the shame that I felt when I had to face people, the disgrace!
I pondered all these thoughts, as my mind raced toward... death.
While I was submerged in those dreadful thoughts, a light went off in my head, so brightly that it blurred my vision.
It was a divine intervention, an awakening, the Hand of God! A love so strong, so intense filled me. I backed away from the balcony..........It was like, I WOKE UP.
I stood there glaring at the place where I had just contemplated taking my life and heard myself say out loud,
NEVER, NEVER AGAIN WILL I ALLOW MYSELF TO THINK LIKE THIS, IT IS THE DEVIL AND HE WANTS TO DESTROY MY LIFE. I AM A CHILD OF THE KING, CHRIST LIVES IN ME. I MAY BE DOWN- BUT I AM "NOT OVER."
I AM GOING THROUGH A TERRIBLE BROKEN TIME IN MY LIFE. BUT... I WILL MAKE IT! I WILL SURVIVE!"
Now, I didn’t come out of the brokenness right at that very moment. I had some things that needed healing, restoring and rebuilding.
BUT,that was the defining moment when I made a decision- that one way or another I would climb out of my pit of despair and “live again.”
It was a bumpy road back to regaining confidence, dignity and my faith. But I was reassured in my heart that “all things are possible to those who believe,” And in spite of what I was going through, I am a die-hard believer!
And i know this....MY REDEEMER LIVES!!!!!!
That is the reason that I am writing this-because I am a survivor, I am convinced that what God did for me He will do you, if you will let Him!
So, it is my intention to reach out to you (who like me) might be going through, or has gone through this kind of thing and you are at a place where you think all hope is gone and your life will never be the same.
Actually, things will be different, but I can assure you-that you will get through.
You will return to the healthy, happy life that you truly deserve, as a child of God!
I am healed and ministering FULL TIME- INTERNATIONALLY, on television, radio, personal speaking seminars, conferences, churches and I have authored two booka.
Betrayal, The Deepest Cut- my first book
A Soul for Sale, A true Story- second book, selling internationally!
I thank God that, I didn't let one man's decision to adandon me, take me out!
But to let God bring me back to "HIS PLAN FOR MY LIFE!!!"
YOUR COMMENTS ARE WELCOME AND SO APPRECIATED.
PLEASE LEAVE ONE
“Carol, I don’t love you, I mean I love you, but I am not in “in love” with you,” my husband said flatly, one cold March morning.
I felt like the air had been sucked out of the room, i was breathless, “What do you mean Richard, when did you stop loving me?” I asked him as hot tears poured down my cheeks.
"I still love you Carol, but....well, something has happened and I feel differently."
I feared the answer to my next question, "is there someone else, Richard?"
His face was expressionless, “yes there is, I want a divorce.”
We had been married almost 23 years. I never suspected any of this. Why was I so blind?
I sat there dumbfounded; I wanted to shrivel up and die.
Didn't he understand, he was the love of my life, the man I intended to spend the rest of my life with, my lover, companion, best friend and confidant.
How could he sit here across from me in the home we shared and tell me, "it's over?"and he was leaving and had given his heart, the heart that belonged to me ..........to another woman?
He expressed regret for what he had done to me.
“You’re a good woman Carol, you don’t deserve this, but these things happen, I didn’t plan it. You will meet someone else and be happy, I am sure of it.”
I was astonished, “I don’t want someone new Richard, I want you!” I cried.
After he confessed having sex with the young woman on several occasions, (who, by the way, happened to be 19 years his junior) I fell apart!
I cast away all dignity and cried out, “please don’t leave me Richard, I forgive you. Let’s just put this behind us and move on and get our marriage back. I will do whatever it takes to make this marriage work, please give me another chance!”
He tried to explain that I hadn’t done anything wrong, it wasn’t about me, he had fallen into this and now he wanted out of the marriage.
Still I begged, graveled and pleaded, but to no avail.
The look on his face and the sound of the door closing behind him as he walked out of my life that afternoon is still etched in my memory-to this day!
All my life I had dealt with rejection-and now here it was again, taunting me!
The weeks and months that followed were the worst in my life.
I couldn’t eat, sleep, communicate or function. I was numb. I fell into a deep depression and refused to return to “the land of the living.”
At this devestationg time, I can count my “true friends” that stuck by me, on one hand, (maybe three fingers?)
As I lay in my “bed of affliction” it got back to me, that some of my "so-called friends" were gossiping about me and discussing the reasons why my marriage had failed.
This compounded the unbearable pain that I was already in-and I withdrew all the more.
I found myself in the middle of a major meltdown and there seemed, no way out!
A precious Friend who stuck by me, was Lorraine. She showed up at my door several times a week, with a warm smile, a crock of savory soup and a promise that, this too shall come to pass!"
" However, I wasn’t about to indulge in the soup, or listen to her words of comfort.
Some nights she refused to leave, sitting close beside me, whispering prayers and trying to persuade me to get me up and into a shower.
I would lay there staring into space, refusing to converse, eat or clean up.
Finally, late into the night, she would get up, kiss my forehead and make plans to return the next day with still another culinary delight and words of encouragement.
When she left, I sobbed, wrecked with grief....alone………………so alone!
Being a full time minister, I had plenty of obligations.
My weekly T.V. program required interviews, on location.
Filming and being in the studio.
Strangely enough, the girl that worked with me at the Television station was the “other woman.”
Now, the whole T.V crew knew about the affair, and that Richard had left me for her.
I was humiliated beyond words, so showing up to record programs, was out of the question.!!
Therefore, I ran repeats of the pre-taped programs and stayed at home drowning in my own tears.
After two month of calling Richard consistentlly, still begging- he had his number changed.
So, I called his mother and tried to get her to talk some sense into him. She felt terrible about the whole thing, and certainly did not agree with the way I was being treated, however Richard was her son, and blood is thicker than water-so she took his side.
I was beginning to realize that while Richard was going on with his new life with this woman, mine was dissolving. I was at my wits end-it was then I considered ending my life.
THE WAKE UP CALL
I have spent the last twenty-three years of my life reaching out to those who are broken, depressed and hopeless.
Now I had become the “victim” the broken one… the hopeless.
With all my experience, I felt helpless and it seemed that I could not help myself.
I felt like nothing could penetrate the rock that was forming around my broken heart.
I shut down- isolated myself; I was mentally and emotionally crippled and spiritually empty!
The new rescue attempt was orchestrated by my long time friend, Christie Cross, who kidnapped me out of my apartment and whisked me off to her parent’s condo in Tampa Bay to try to “revive me.”
During the day, this gracious family made every effort to derail my “mental depression.”
I was taken out to fabulous restaurants, only to bring MY meal back in a doggie bag.
A night at the movies resulted in me sobbing and running out of the theater.
One morning, after Christie had gone to work, I was left alone. I spent most of the day on the phone trying to get Richard to talk to me. He refused.
I was standing in the kitchen of this beautiful condo-blinded by tears and desperation.
The breakfast nook had a set of doors that opened up to a lovely balcony. I walked over to it, as if in a trance.
I peered over the rail to the pool several stories below.
I could hear these words in my head, “go ahead and jump! Show him what he has done to you! Besides the pain you are in right now, will be gone forever, go ahead and jump!”
I stood there holding on to the railing.
"Sure, death will be a release; I won't have to wake up every morning and find that he was not there, or think about my him in the arms of another woman- and besides, no one loves me, no one cares.
I could escape the shame that I felt when I had to face people, the disgrace!
I pondered all these thoughts, as my mind raced toward... death.
While I was submerged in those dreadful thoughts, a light went off in my head, so brightly that it blurred my vision.
It was a divine intervention, an awakening, the Hand of God! A love so strong, so intense filled me. I backed away from the balcony..........It was like, I WOKE UP.
I stood there glaring at the place where I had just contemplated taking my life and heard myself say out loud,
NEVER, NEVER AGAIN WILL I ALLOW MYSELF TO THINK LIKE THIS, IT IS THE DEVIL AND HE WANTS TO DESTROY MY LIFE. I AM A CHILD OF THE KING, CHRIST LIVES IN ME. I MAY BE DOWN- BUT I AM "NOT OVER."
I AM GOING THROUGH A TERRIBLE BROKEN TIME IN MY LIFE. BUT... I WILL MAKE IT! I WILL SURVIVE!"
Now, I didn’t come out of the brokenness right at that very moment. I had some things that needed healing, restoring and rebuilding.
BUT,that was the defining moment when I made a decision- that one way or another I would climb out of my pit of despair and “live again.”
It was a bumpy road back to regaining confidence, dignity and my faith. But I was reassured in my heart that “all things are possible to those who believe,” And in spite of what I was going through, I am a die-hard believer!
And i know this....MY REDEEMER LIVES!!!!!!
That is the reason that I am writing this-because I am a survivor, I am convinced that what God did for me He will do you, if you will let Him!
So, it is my intention to reach out to you (who like me) might be going through, or has gone through this kind of thing and you are at a place where you think all hope is gone and your life will never be the same.
Actually, things will be different, but I can assure you-that you will get through.
You will return to the healthy, happy life that you truly deserve, as a child of God!
I am healed and ministering FULL TIME- INTERNATIONALLY, on television, radio, personal speaking seminars, conferences, churches and I have authored two booka.
Betrayal, The Deepest Cut- my first book
A Soul for Sale, A true Story- second book, selling internationally!
I thank God that, I didn't let one man's decision to adandon me, take me out!
But to let God bring me back to "HIS PLAN FOR MY LIFE!!!"
YOUR COMMENTS ARE WELCOME AND SO APPRECIATED.
PLEASE LEAVE ONE
Question, is the church influencing the world, or is the world influencing the church?
Lately, I have been struck with realization that "the world" and it's ways, are starting to creep into the church.
Please understand that I am just sharing my views, thoughts and "concerns!"
I have been a christian speaker for over 20 years. I have traveled to different parts of the world speaking, I have been heard and seen on global radio and television-and while that doesn't make me an expert on "anything," it certainly validates that I come in contact with a tremendous amount of people and see alot.
Now, I want to began by making something clear, crystal clear-I am not some christian fanatic who is here to judge or condemn anyone.
I am simply writing it as I see it.
You, my dear reader are free to decide for yourself!
First of all, what does the bible mean when it uses the term "the world?"
Well, as Christian's we know that the world system is corrupt.
If it were not, there would be no need for Jesus to deliver us from it.
Right?
So "the world" and the ways of "the world" are, fleshy, prideful, idolatry, lustful, lovers of money, greedy etc........
If you would like to get a deeper definition of "the world" as the bible teaches, then visit John's or James letters, Jesus words or Paul's descriptions.
The "church" is the Body of Christ on the earth.
We are in the world, but not of it-that's the Word of God.
He said it.
So when we are born again, we are not of "the world" or it's ways.
We are, in fact, called to be separate and holy to the Lord-
Don't hear much teaching on that anymore. I guess people are afraid they will "offend?"
Quite often, Truth does offend!
Here's the thing-
Have you noticed the "suggestive" clothing that some are wearing to services?
Now, let me again make myself clear, so that I don't get a tomato tossed at me over this.
I love fashion, love cool clothes, love the latest styles, love to shop and buy nice clothes-I try to have some style and taste, fashion wise, when I speak publicly.
And, I dress modern, who doesn't.
We are Christians not prude's.
But, what I'm getting at is exposed cleavages-
short dresses and skirts,
tight muscle shirts,
blue jeans that look glued on.
Isn't that the way Hollywood dresses?
The tighter, the shorter, the lower, the better.!
A competitive society where men and women are "body conscience?"
Are we the children of God falling into that same trap?
Let me ask you a fair question,
"Is the church considered the house of God?"
"Is it appropriate to be exposing body parts, when the people of God have gathered together to worship Him?
Check this out.
A man was visiting a church for the first time. After the service, he mentioned how he couldn't' help but notice the women's breasts and legs, because of the revealing outfits they were wearing.
Immediately he was scolded for looking at them!
He replied, "NO, women shouldn't dress like that in what you consider your "Church!"
Don't you think it takes the attention away from God?
Women know when they look sexy and alluring. And frankly, they should know better then to show up at church dressed like that! Don't blame me, I am only human and it is my first time at your church!"
We can argue that all day long... but ya know what? the dude was right-period, paragraph!
Paul wrote to the church about "not wanting to be the one to make some one stumble and sin over simply eating meat sacrificed to idols. He could have said, "hey if they eat it, that's not my problem." But he was more concerned about being a "stumbling block." Shouldn't we do the same?
Doesn't the Word of God, (the manual by which we are to live,) instruct us on how to dress and conduct ourselves?
The mother of a teen was struggling with her daughter. She was trying to make her see that the clothes she was wearing to school and church was revealing and suggestive.
Finally just when mom thought she had made some progress, they attended church service.
The preacher (a lady pastor) came out on the stage wearing ... tights, that were ... ahh tight! Her blouse was very sexy and she had on a pair of stiletto heels. She could barely walk and almost tripped on the heels.
The young daughter tapped her mother on the shoulder, "I don't know why you are on me about my clothes, look what she has on, and she's the pastor."
Case closed.
Hey, I am not implying that looking cute and provocative for your hubby is wrong.
I am not saying that going to the mall dressed comfy and stylish is inappropriate.
Nor am I saying that wearing blue jeans and casual clothes to church instead of suits is wrong. Hardly.
But is it such a big sacrifice for us to dress "discreetly when in the House of God-
I know that this kind of discussion can be tuff and challenging. However, I wanted to be honest and open and put it out there.
I hope you can see my heart on this subject.
It is simply.. "He (God) is holy, and we are called to be....................holy-especially in this day and hour.
P.S. on the subject mentioned above.....
We certainly understand when someone is unaware of the "proper way to dress" when they are unsaved or new in the Lord. We don't want to offend them. However for those of us who know that our attire is revealing, inappropriate and seductive..... that's another story.
I will be continuing to blog on the subject of, "The World influencing the Church.
I hope u will come back and leave a comment.
Love to u all...
Please understand that I am just sharing my views, thoughts and "concerns!"
I have been a christian speaker for over 20 years. I have traveled to different parts of the world speaking, I have been heard and seen on global radio and television-and while that doesn't make me an expert on "anything," it certainly validates that I come in contact with a tremendous amount of people and see alot.
Now, I want to began by making something clear, crystal clear-I am not some christian fanatic who is here to judge or condemn anyone.
I am simply writing it as I see it.
You, my dear reader are free to decide for yourself!
First of all, what does the bible mean when it uses the term "the world?"
Well, as Christian's we know that the world system is corrupt.
If it were not, there would be no need for Jesus to deliver us from it.
Right?
So "the world" and the ways of "the world" are, fleshy, prideful, idolatry, lustful, lovers of money, greedy etc........
If you would like to get a deeper definition of "the world" as the bible teaches, then visit John's or James letters, Jesus words or Paul's descriptions.
The "church" is the Body of Christ on the earth.
We are in the world, but not of it-that's the Word of God.
He said it.
So when we are born again, we are not of "the world" or it's ways.
We are, in fact, called to be separate and holy to the Lord-
Don't hear much teaching on that anymore. I guess people are afraid they will "offend?"
Quite often, Truth does offend!
Here's the thing-
Have you noticed the "suggestive" clothing that some are wearing to services?
Now, let me again make myself clear, so that I don't get a tomato tossed at me over this.
I love fashion, love cool clothes, love the latest styles, love to shop and buy nice clothes-I try to have some style and taste, fashion wise, when I speak publicly.
And, I dress modern, who doesn't.
We are Christians not prude's.
But, what I'm getting at is exposed cleavages-
short dresses and skirts,
tight muscle shirts,
blue jeans that look glued on.
Isn't that the way Hollywood dresses?
The tighter, the shorter, the lower, the better.!
A competitive society where men and women are "body conscience?"
Are we the children of God falling into that same trap?
Let me ask you a fair question,
"Is the church considered the house of God?"
"Is it appropriate to be exposing body parts, when the people of God have gathered together to worship Him?
Check this out.
A man was visiting a church for the first time. After the service, he mentioned how he couldn't' help but notice the women's breasts and legs, because of the revealing outfits they were wearing.
Immediately he was scolded for looking at them!
He replied, "NO, women shouldn't dress like that in what you consider your "Church!"
Don't you think it takes the attention away from God?
Women know when they look sexy and alluring. And frankly, they should know better then to show up at church dressed like that! Don't blame me, I am only human and it is my first time at your church!"
We can argue that all day long... but ya know what? the dude was right-period, paragraph!
Paul wrote to the church about "not wanting to be the one to make some one stumble and sin over simply eating meat sacrificed to idols. He could have said, "hey if they eat it, that's not my problem." But he was more concerned about being a "stumbling block." Shouldn't we do the same?
Doesn't the Word of God, (the manual by which we are to live,) instruct us on how to dress and conduct ourselves?
The mother of a teen was struggling with her daughter. She was trying to make her see that the clothes she was wearing to school and church was revealing and suggestive.
Finally just when mom thought she had made some progress, they attended church service.
The preacher (a lady pastor) came out on the stage wearing ... tights, that were ... ahh tight! Her blouse was very sexy and she had on a pair of stiletto heels. She could barely walk and almost tripped on the heels.
The young daughter tapped her mother on the shoulder, "I don't know why you are on me about my clothes, look what she has on, and she's the pastor."
Case closed.
Hey, I am not implying that looking cute and provocative for your hubby is wrong.
I am not saying that going to the mall dressed comfy and stylish is inappropriate.
Nor am I saying that wearing blue jeans and casual clothes to church instead of suits is wrong. Hardly.
But is it such a big sacrifice for us to dress "discreetly when in the House of God-
I know that this kind of discussion can be tuff and challenging. However, I wanted to be honest and open and put it out there.
I hope you can see my heart on this subject.
It is simply.. "He (God) is holy, and we are called to be....................holy-especially in this day and hour.
P.S. on the subject mentioned above.....
We certainly understand when someone is unaware of the "proper way to dress" when they are unsaved or new in the Lord. We don't want to offend them. However for those of us who know that our attire is revealing, inappropriate and seductive..... that's another story.
I will be continuing to blog on the subject of, "The World influencing the Church.
I hope u will come back and leave a comment.
Love to u all...
2011-What "really" lies ahead for us??
Happy New Year!
When New Year arrives, we hear "words" like "breakthru, blessings, best year yet, prosperity,etc
You can become known as a "dooms day prophet" (like in the O.T.) if you even dare to say "the new year will be a time of testing." hhhhmmmm-you seldom get a "happy face" when you say things like that.
Now don't get me wrong... I am not a prophet nor do I predict "doomsday."
However- I believe that 2011 may be a bumpy ride-but those who "trust in the Lord, they will come out shining like the noonday sun."
So what do I believe 2011 holds for the Body of Christ?
Repentance/preparing His Bride
I also believe that this is the year that God will seek "true repentance" from his people. If we don't repent from our sins-He will expose us! Those who truly repent and return will bath under the fountain of His Holy Blood and be cleansed. Those who continue in sin.. will perish. God does not and will not abide with those who willfully sin-
Evangelism will be in the "forefront"
God's heart has always been for the lost, that is why He sent His beloved Son Jesus to die for us. Because He desires men/women to repent and be saved.
He has given us the commission-We are His hands, feet, and His voice upon the earth, it is up to us to go and rescue the lost.
and...
Those who do"go" will see great miracles, as miracles are no longer limited to certain "ministries" but God is moving by His Spirit upon the earth and miracles are breaking out in remote, unexpected places.
A calling out- of the young lions (youth)
I feel strongly that this year is a major move of THE YOUNG LIONS!!
Young men and women will rise up and preach the gospel with a pure voice! Not prideful, or desiring riches, but pure and humble hearts.
God is seeking young men/women who will rise to the call-
This is the new breed, the Young Lions.. The Lords Mighty Servants. Be prepared young adults, you are about to "rise up" and be heard. It is already happening!
Yes, this will be an amazing year.
The church will be "cleaner, stronger it will exhibit extra ordinary power to tear down the devils strong holds. Because this year..God will strengthen the feeble knee's and cleanse our hearts -if we let Him!
He is bringing the warriors and intercessors to the front lines!
Yes this is the year of growth thru testing, proving and training the Body of Christ to be all that it can be to the Glory of God.
Be ready precious saint, read the Word, Pray without ceasing, trust God and stay clean..... so the devil has nothing "in you."
Be encouraged.. God is for you, who then can be against you! You are complete in Christ, He has your back.
Don't ask God to bless what you're doing... but instead DO WHAT HE IS BLESSING!
When New Year arrives, we hear "words" like "breakthru, blessings, best year yet, prosperity,etc
You can become known as a "dooms day prophet" (like in the O.T.) if you even dare to say "the new year will be a time of testing." hhhhmmmm-you seldom get a "happy face" when you say things like that.
Now don't get me wrong... I am not a prophet nor do I predict "doomsday."
However- I believe that 2011 may be a bumpy ride-but those who "trust in the Lord, they will come out shining like the noonday sun."
So what do I believe 2011 holds for the Body of Christ?
Okay, here we go....
'Testing, to purify and strengthen our "faith."
A good Father, teaches His children to obey, and walk upright before Him-there are times He will let them fall so they can learn-and rise up stronger!!!!!God is not tempting-He is purifying and perfecting..
Jesus was perfected by His "sufferings" and though God is not putting sufferings on us, He will teach us how to be strong through the hard times! A testing that perfects, not destroys... see your trials as "stepping stones" to a greater closer -deeper walk with God.
I believe God is going to reveal what is in our hearts to grow us up spiritually-in our faith walk. Many fine saints are walking thru very difficult times and coming out of the fire-with not even the smell of smoke on them.
These are the ones that are not moved by sight, fear or lack of faith, but they wait upon the Lord and depend on Him completely for every need- this kind of faith will see water flow out of the rock and the heavens rain manna, when there is a famine in the land!
I believe God is going to reveal what is in our hearts to grow us up spiritually-in our faith walk. Many fine saints are walking thru very difficult times and coming out of the fire-with not even the smell of smoke on them.
These are the ones that are not moved by sight, fear or lack of faith, but they wait upon the Lord and depend on Him completely for every need- this kind of faith will see water flow out of the rock and the heavens rain manna, when there is a famine in the land!
Repentance/preparing His Bride
He is Holy! Repentance is a must, starting with the House of God.
Evangelism will be in the "forefront"
God's heart has always been for the lost, that is why He sent His beloved Son Jesus to die for us. Because He desires men/women to repent and be saved.
He has given us the commission-We are His hands, feet, and His voice upon the earth, it is up to us to go and rescue the lost.
and...
Those who do"go" will see great miracles, as miracles are no longer limited to certain "ministries" but God is moving by His Spirit upon the earth and miracles are breaking out in remote, unexpected places.
A calling out- of the young lions (youth)
I feel strongly that this year is a major move of THE YOUNG LIONS!!
Young men and women will rise up and preach the gospel with a pure voice! Not prideful, or desiring riches, but pure and humble hearts.
God is seeking young men/women who will rise to the call-
This is the new breed, the Young Lions.. The Lords Mighty Servants. Be prepared young adults, you are about to "rise up" and be heard. It is already happening!
Yes, this will be an amazing year.
The church will be "cleaner, stronger it will exhibit extra ordinary power to tear down the devils strong holds. Because this year..God will strengthen the feeble knee's and cleanse our hearts -if we let Him!
He is bringing the warriors and intercessors to the front lines!
Yes this is the year of growth thru testing, proving and training the Body of Christ to be all that it can be to the Glory of God.
Be ready precious saint, read the Word, Pray without ceasing, trust God and stay clean..... so the devil has nothing "in you."
Be encouraged.. God is for you, who then can be against you! You are complete in Christ, He has your back.
Don't ask God to bless what you're doing... but instead DO WHAT HE IS BLESSING!
"A God-powered Revival- versus-A man made move!"
Throughout history we have heard about revivals-that were started by a group of men and women who prayed fervently for more of God! Their relentless prayer touched the heart of God and revival broke out. It started in one place and moved across the nation-crossed the sea and became a phenomenon!
In some cases, a revival that started out with a powerful anointing-ended, lets say, "not so good."
Recently there was a revival in Florida, it began with the Hand of God, until sin got in and it was cut short.
Yes, many were touched and changed-God's fingerprints were there, but man got in the way and it tanked.
I have been studing revivals and I found some interesting facts about what can bring a revival to a sad end- or cause it to spread like a "wild fire. Let me share them with you....
1. Putting a man into the spot light instead of God, or making a person the focus of the revival can bring disaster. There is only one Superstar in revival.. and that is Jesus Christ the Son of the Living God, the Savior of the world.
2. A true revival is not competitive- Absolutely not! During a "true revival" there is no "one church." Christ is reaching and touching His body and He wants no one to be left out.
Those who feel that "their church has it all," can be a dent in God's plan.
True revival is about unity! True revival is not divided by buildings, denominations, culture or color. Love flows unbridled! Unity is the key!
3. One of the first signs of a "God powered revival" is REPENTANCE! Yes, repentence!
The ugliness of sin is exposed, the Church repents of it and resists the temptations of the world-and walla.... "sanctification!"
4. As fervent prayer fills the House of God, sin is escorted out and "Holiness unto the Lord" is escorted in. Which is followed by....
5. MIRACLES! Authentic, real deal MIRACLES! The lame walk, the blind see, tumors shrink, reports of healings pour in. Which leads to....
6. Powerful and Anointed Worship! People lay prostate on the floor, no one watches the clock. The presence of God is strong, which results in..........
7. An entire town, city, village being affected. People begin coming to the door of the church to see what is happening! They are curious- the power of God is manifested in them and they leave born of the spirit. The salvation of souls goes on daily.
8. These gatherings can go on all night or for days, weeks, months, years!
As long as a "man or woman" does not get in the way, looking for glory or trying to "create" their own move.
9. But sin has to be REPELLED, and yet forgiveness and love extended to the one who repents and turns away.
I don't want a man made revival! Someone who seeks to build their church or ministry.
I long after a revival that is TOTALLY GOD!
I believe we are beginning to see one breaking out across the world.
Reports of miracles are coming in, salvation is at an all time high.
Muslims are being visited by visions of Jesus and getting saved.
Satanists are leaving the devil and coming over to serve the One True God.
This is the time, we are living in a powerful age. We will see a move of God like never before.
we must prepare-by fervent prayer, repentence, loving and forgiving, seeking the Face of God and witnessing to the lost.
Pray for the whole "Church of Jesus Christ to experience this great move of God. Revival!
I am so ready..... so excited and so willing to be a part-how about you?
In some cases, a revival that started out with a powerful anointing-ended, lets say, "not so good."
Recently there was a revival in Florida, it began with the Hand of God, until sin got in and it was cut short.
Yes, many were touched and changed-God's fingerprints were there, but man got in the way and it tanked.
I have been studing revivals and I found some interesting facts about what can bring a revival to a sad end- or cause it to spread like a "wild fire. Let me share them with you....
1. Putting a man into the spot light instead of God, or making a person the focus of the revival can bring disaster. There is only one Superstar in revival.. and that is Jesus Christ the Son of the Living God, the Savior of the world.
2. A true revival is not competitive- Absolutely not! During a "true revival" there is no "one church." Christ is reaching and touching His body and He wants no one to be left out.
Those who feel that "their church has it all," can be a dent in God's plan.
True revival is about unity! True revival is not divided by buildings, denominations, culture or color. Love flows unbridled! Unity is the key!
3. One of the first signs of a "God powered revival" is REPENTANCE! Yes, repentence!
The ugliness of sin is exposed, the Church repents of it and resists the temptations of the world-and walla.... "sanctification!"
4. As fervent prayer fills the House of God, sin is escorted out and "Holiness unto the Lord" is escorted in. Which is followed by....
5. MIRACLES! Authentic, real deal MIRACLES! The lame walk, the blind see, tumors shrink, reports of healings pour in. Which leads to....
6. Powerful and Anointed Worship! People lay prostate on the floor, no one watches the clock. The presence of God is strong, which results in..........
7. An entire town, city, village being affected. People begin coming to the door of the church to see what is happening! They are curious- the power of God is manifested in them and they leave born of the spirit. The salvation of souls goes on daily.
8. These gatherings can go on all night or for days, weeks, months, years!
As long as a "man or woman" does not get in the way, looking for glory or trying to "create" their own move.
9. But sin has to be REPELLED, and yet forgiveness and love extended to the one who repents and turns away.
I don't want a man made revival! Someone who seeks to build their church or ministry.
I long after a revival that is TOTALLY GOD!
I believe we are beginning to see one breaking out across the world.
Reports of miracles are coming in, salvation is at an all time high.
Muslims are being visited by visions of Jesus and getting saved.
Satanists are leaving the devil and coming over to serve the One True God.
This is the time, we are living in a powerful age. We will see a move of God like never before.
we must prepare-by fervent prayer, repentence, loving and forgiving, seeking the Face of God and witnessing to the lost.
Pray for the whole "Church of Jesus Christ to experience this great move of God. Revival!
I am so ready..... so excited and so willing to be a part-how about you?
Let's storm heaven with prayer for the miracles we need! Send me your prayer need and I will pray, FERVENTLY!
I posted on Facebook a request for all those who were in need of a miracle. I told them that I would seek God for them in fervent prayer. The response was overwhelming.
I began praying and speaking the name of each person who wrote to me and I interceded on their behalf. I prayed all day and into the night.
A strong spirit of intercession fell on me and I was consumed with crying out to God for his people.
The various needs for miracles were outstanding. Cancer, sickness, dying loved ones.
There were some who were suffering in their bodies, pain, drug addiction and dependence.
Others had recieved "bad reports" of tumors in the brain, thyroid, breast etc.
Some sought God's touch for a miracle in their family, finances and children.
There was numerous miracles needed for a job or job loss.
Sadly some had lost their faith or walked away from God. Others were weary and stopped praying and some quit going to church.
Broken lives, broken hearts, broken marriages... and the list goes on.
I was especially moved by the many sick children. So young, suffering with illness.
At times I could not stop weeping from compassion and pity. I was consumed with prayer. All day long I sought the King of Kings. I kept it up late into the night.
I prayed for the needs of the Body of Christ. When the sun came up, I could not stop the tears and the intercessions continued. More prayer requests poured in.
Then suddenly, the reports of miracles and answered prayer came in. I shouted with joy.
I was remindedm that I was once a drug addict, physically, emotionally and sexually abused.
I had abortions and sinned in the worst way.
I was a practicing witch and demon possessed. I was suicidal and put in a mental institution.
I was an outcast, a violent person, full of hate and bitterness.
When I had recieved a report that my liver was failing and I was dying, I was glad! Death opened it's door and in my demented mental state I saw it as an escape.
Then one day, a woman began to pray for me... She was tenacious! She refused to let go of God concerning me.
And her prayers turned my life around.
Dear friend,I believe in prayer and I believe in miracles! God is able.
I am a living witness that He is willing to perform a miracle even on the worst of all sinners.
I will pray for you.
Send me your needs. I will love you and pray for u just like Linda Smith prayed for me...
Then you too will see your MIRACLE!
I began praying and speaking the name of each person who wrote to me and I interceded on their behalf. I prayed all day and into the night.
A strong spirit of intercession fell on me and I was consumed with crying out to God for his people.
The various needs for miracles were outstanding. Cancer, sickness, dying loved ones.
There were some who were suffering in their bodies, pain, drug addiction and dependence.
Others had recieved "bad reports" of tumors in the brain, thyroid, breast etc.
Some sought God's touch for a miracle in their family, finances and children.
There was numerous miracles needed for a job or job loss.
Sadly some had lost their faith or walked away from God. Others were weary and stopped praying and some quit going to church.
Broken lives, broken hearts, broken marriages... and the list goes on.
I was especially moved by the many sick children. So young, suffering with illness.
At times I could not stop weeping from compassion and pity. I was consumed with prayer. All day long I sought the King of Kings. I kept it up late into the night.
I prayed for the needs of the Body of Christ. When the sun came up, I could not stop the tears and the intercessions continued. More prayer requests poured in.
Then suddenly, the reports of miracles and answered prayer came in. I shouted with joy.
I was remindedm that I was once a drug addict, physically, emotionally and sexually abused.
I had abortions and sinned in the worst way.
I was a practicing witch and demon possessed. I was suicidal and put in a mental institution.
I was an outcast, a violent person, full of hate and bitterness.
When I had recieved a report that my liver was failing and I was dying, I was glad! Death opened it's door and in my demented mental state I saw it as an escape.
Then one day, a woman began to pray for me... She was tenacious! She refused to let go of God concerning me.
And her prayers turned my life around.
Dear friend,I believe in prayer and I believe in miracles! God is able.
I am a living witness that He is willing to perform a miracle even on the worst of all sinners.
I will pray for you.
Send me your needs. I will love you and pray for u just like Linda Smith prayed for me...
Then you too will see your MIRACLE!
Christains having sex outside of marriage.....hmmm!
I was approached recently by a lovely woman, who is unsaved.
She asked,"Carol is sex outside of marriage a sin?"
My answer was obvious, "yes, of course the bible warns us to flee fornacation!"
"Have christians made some changes concerning the bible's instuctions," she replied?
"I certainly hope not," i said.
"well, i know for a fact, that there are people in leadership positions that are acting as man and wife and are not married, is that wrong or right, Carol?"
First off, I was embarassed, not for me, but for the Gospel of Jesus Christ.
Second, I had no intention of judging anyone, however, sin is sin and she had a valid question. if i avoided it, i was dancing around the truth. if i accepted it, i was arguing with the book (The Bible) that is my guide in my walk with God. and i know well that sex outside of marriage...IS NOT ACCEPTABLE TO GOD! PERIOD, PARAGRAPH!
I had to give her the "truth" but first i asked. "How do you know people are sleeping together and not married?" she chuckled, "oh come on now Carol it is so obivious, be serious!"
the truth is, and it is very sad, i know she is telling the absolute truth. and her observance is correct.
Church, we are not suppose to be having sex if we are not married.. people slip, they fall and make mistakes, but to be living like husband and wife, dating and then having sex together in the relationship??? wow!
if the world is watching, the believe me GOD IS!
our youth are watching us, they know in their hearts it is wrong.
but they see adults having sexual relationships and they are "getting the message, it is okay!" Church we are going to answer for this!
i PRAY WE WAKE UP.
LEADSHIP NEEDS TO BE ABOVE REPROACH. PARENTS THAT ARE DIVORCED NEED NOT TO BE HAVING SEX WITH THEIR NEW "PARTNERS'
NO ONES PERFECT, BUT IN THIS DAY IN AGE WE CAN'T BE MESSING WITH THE WORD OF GOD!
The lady continued, "I want to do the right thing, but if the christians are sending this kind of a message?"
All christians aren't sinning, some yes. But please church lets not get the words "gossip and judgement" mixed up.
sometimes when we confront sin.. the devil screams... "your judging, your gossiping"
that is not true... we need to love and be fair.. but sin is sin and it will take you further then you want to go and keep you longer then you want to be there!"
Lets clean it up... the wages of sin is death.. but the gift of God is life...eternal.
She asked,"Carol is sex outside of marriage a sin?"
My answer was obvious, "yes, of course the bible warns us to flee fornacation!"
"Have christians made some changes concerning the bible's instuctions," she replied?
"I certainly hope not," i said.
"well, i know for a fact, that there are people in leadership positions that are acting as man and wife and are not married, is that wrong or right, Carol?"
First off, I was embarassed, not for me, but for the Gospel of Jesus Christ.
Second, I had no intention of judging anyone, however, sin is sin and she had a valid question. if i avoided it, i was dancing around the truth. if i accepted it, i was arguing with the book (The Bible) that is my guide in my walk with God. and i know well that sex outside of marriage...IS NOT ACCEPTABLE TO GOD! PERIOD, PARAGRAPH!
I had to give her the "truth" but first i asked. "How do you know people are sleeping together and not married?" she chuckled, "oh come on now Carol it is so obivious, be serious!"
the truth is, and it is very sad, i know she is telling the absolute truth. and her observance is correct.
Church, we are not suppose to be having sex if we are not married.. people slip, they fall and make mistakes, but to be living like husband and wife, dating and then having sex together in the relationship??? wow!
if the world is watching, the believe me GOD IS!
our youth are watching us, they know in their hearts it is wrong.
but they see adults having sexual relationships and they are "getting the message, it is okay!" Church we are going to answer for this!
i PRAY WE WAKE UP.
LEADSHIP NEEDS TO BE ABOVE REPROACH. PARENTS THAT ARE DIVORCED NEED NOT TO BE HAVING SEX WITH THEIR NEW "PARTNERS'
NO ONES PERFECT, BUT IN THIS DAY IN AGE WE CAN'T BE MESSING WITH THE WORD OF GOD!
The lady continued, "I want to do the right thing, but if the christians are sending this kind of a message?"
All christians aren't sinning, some yes. But please church lets not get the words "gossip and judgement" mixed up.
sometimes when we confront sin.. the devil screams... "your judging, your gossiping"
that is not true... we need to love and be fair.. but sin is sin and it will take you further then you want to go and keep you longer then you want to be there!"
Lets clean it up... the wages of sin is death.. but the gift of God is life...eternal.
"Twilight" the movie. Are christians really watching and reading this? No way!
I was ministering in a city in New York some time back. at the end of the service i was approached by a young man about twenty years old.
"Do you believe in vampires," he asked me, his eyes staring directly into mine?
"Yes, I do," I answered matter of factly.
"really," he responded.
"really!" I reinerated.
I proceeded to tell him about a girl that I know in Colorado who has been drinking her own blood for quite some time. she takes it out of her body by way of a syringe.
If she does not have it daily, she turns blue. His face reflected interest, I sensed he was wondering if I was telling the truth. Why would I lie? duh!
Anyway, I proceeded to tell him about another guy that i knew, that would ring the blood out raw meat and drink it. He laughed. So did I.
"So, then you know a few vampires?. "Yes, as a matter of fact i do," I answered.
And, what do you think of them," he inquired?
"Personally, i think their nuts!" I said, smiling politely.
He stepped back and looked me up and down. "why do you feel that way because you are a minister?"
"I am a christian first. but I was once a witch and believed in alot of things, vampirism being one of them. But now I am a christian who believes in the Blood of Jesus Christ and the power of it. He poured His Blood out on a cross after He was badly beaten. That Blood saved me from a life of sin and eventual death."
The young man snickered. "let me get this straight," I said to him, "you snicker at the Living Blood of Jesus and my faith in it, but you think vampires who drink blood are cool? Let me ask you something, don't you find it goolish to be biting peoples necks and sucking blood out?"
"that depends," he said quickly.
Listen, Christians who are being entertained by "vampires, blood drinking and evil behavior, need to ask themselves a rather important question. Is this "exceptable" to the Holy Spirit that lives in them that is called "holy?"
Blood drinking love stories are not suppose to be "appealing" to the children of God, for whom Son Jesus poured out His precious Blood.
Is it okay to be entertained by blood drinking gools. even if they are "cute sexy and romantic" (sic)I THINK NOT!
To think that we celebrate Jesus and His holiness on sunday then we are reading and watching a "replusive" movie about people drinking blood.
kind of bazaar, don't ya think?.. well thats my take on it and I'm sticking to it!
"Do you believe in vampires," he asked me, his eyes staring directly into mine?
"Yes, I do," I answered matter of factly.
"really," he responded.
"really!" I reinerated.
I proceeded to tell him about a girl that I know in Colorado who has been drinking her own blood for quite some time. she takes it out of her body by way of a syringe.
If she does not have it daily, she turns blue. His face reflected interest, I sensed he was wondering if I was telling the truth. Why would I lie? duh!
Anyway, I proceeded to tell him about another guy that i knew, that would ring the blood out raw meat and drink it. He laughed. So did I.
"So, then you know a few vampires?. "Yes, as a matter of fact i do," I answered.
And, what do you think of them," he inquired?
"Personally, i think their nuts!" I said, smiling politely.
He stepped back and looked me up and down. "why do you feel that way because you are a minister?"
"I am a christian first. but I was once a witch and believed in alot of things, vampirism being one of them. But now I am a christian who believes in the Blood of Jesus Christ and the power of it. He poured His Blood out on a cross after He was badly beaten. That Blood saved me from a life of sin and eventual death."
The young man snickered. "let me get this straight," I said to him, "you snicker at the Living Blood of Jesus and my faith in it, but you think vampires who drink blood are cool? Let me ask you something, don't you find it goolish to be biting peoples necks and sucking blood out?"
"that depends," he said quickly.
Listen, Christians who are being entertained by "vampires, blood drinking and evil behavior, need to ask themselves a rather important question. Is this "exceptable" to the Holy Spirit that lives in them that is called "holy?"
Blood drinking love stories are not suppose to be "appealing" to the children of God, for whom Son Jesus poured out His precious Blood.
Is it okay to be entertained by blood drinking gools. even if they are "cute sexy and romantic" (sic)I THINK NOT!
To think that we celebrate Jesus and His holiness on sunday then we are reading and watching a "replusive" movie about people drinking blood.
kind of bazaar, don't ya think?.. well thats my take on it and I'm sticking to it!
hello my friends...
there is something that is happening a lot among young adults that has me very concerned. that is bulimia and cutting.
man, it is out of control. i just ministered in a church where a very attractive young girl about 16 confessed to me that she was on meth, bulimic and cutting herself pretty often. in fact, she said under her jeans were over two hundred self inflected cuts, from knives, razors and various other sharp objects. '
people this is just plain sad and it can also be very demonic. yes, demonic. there is a evil force that wants to harm the human race. and it is serious about people causing physical harm to themselves. while some feel it is a release from pain, a control thing, or just feeling something in the cutting rather then not feeling anything emotional at all... it is still a force of darkness that wants to hurt, deform and deface your body and your heart.
if i can be of any help, to talk, pray or just let you know how valuable your life really is, contact me via email, carol@carolkornacki.org.
i will do all that is in my power to help you. i will pray for you.... please before you pick up that knife or razor.... get in touch with me. years ago i abused my body by inflicting pain... i want you to know i am free of that and so can you... call me.. lots of love in Christ... carol
there is something that is happening a lot among young adults that has me very concerned. that is bulimia and cutting.
man, it is out of control. i just ministered in a church where a very attractive young girl about 16 confessed to me that she was on meth, bulimic and cutting herself pretty often. in fact, she said under her jeans were over two hundred self inflected cuts, from knives, razors and various other sharp objects. '
people this is just plain sad and it can also be very demonic. yes, demonic. there is a evil force that wants to harm the human race. and it is serious about people causing physical harm to themselves. while some feel it is a release from pain, a control thing, or just feeling something in the cutting rather then not feeling anything emotional at all... it is still a force of darkness that wants to hurt, deform and deface your body and your heart.
if i can be of any help, to talk, pray or just let you know how valuable your life really is, contact me via email, carol@carolkornacki.org.
i will do all that is in my power to help you. i will pray for you.... please before you pick up that knife or razor.... get in touch with me. years ago i abused my body by inflicting pain... i want you to know i am free of that and so can you... call me.. lots of love in Christ... carol
On "Daystar Television" this past week. I told my story of drug addiction, sexual abuse, mental illness, suicide attempts, sinful living, theft, abortions and the list goes on.
sometimes it is hard to go back to those years of living the "wild life." overdosing, driving cars into embankments, putting loaded pistols in my mouth and living to get high and forget the pain of my life.
yes, it can get redundant, especially when people request it over and over again. the same story the same crazy life...
i have shared my story, on street corners, conventions, conferences, churches, radio and television, women's conferences and jails. as many times as i have shared it the response it unbelievable. every time!
on the "Celebration Live" show with Marcus and Joni Lamb, i shared it again. there were 150 salvation's reported through the telephone lines while i was sharing my life. countless people excepted the Lord and never picked up a phone.
my point, WHILE THERE IS A BREATH LEFT IN ME, I WILL TELL PEOPLE THAT JESUS CHRIST IS ALIVE, AND LOVES YOU. I WILL SHOUT IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS THAT HE IS A LORD OF SECOND, THIRD AND FOURTH CHANCES.. THAT FOR ALL WHO HAVE TRIED THE REST.. NOW TRY THE BEST... HE IS THE MAN.. THE LORD, OUR GOD AND HE ROCKS...
I am alive and living a full life because HE LIVES...
BLESSINGS!
sometimes it is hard to go back to those years of living the "wild life." overdosing, driving cars into embankments, putting loaded pistols in my mouth and living to get high and forget the pain of my life.
yes, it can get redundant, especially when people request it over and over again. the same story the same crazy life...
i have shared my story, on street corners, conventions, conferences, churches, radio and television, women's conferences and jails. as many times as i have shared it the response it unbelievable. every time!
on the "Celebration Live" show with Marcus and Joni Lamb, i shared it again. there were 150 salvation's reported through the telephone lines while i was sharing my life. countless people excepted the Lord and never picked up a phone.
my point, WHILE THERE IS A BREATH LEFT IN ME, I WILL TELL PEOPLE THAT JESUS CHRIST IS ALIVE, AND LOVES YOU. I WILL SHOUT IT FROM THE ROOFTOPS THAT HE IS A LORD OF SECOND, THIRD AND FOURTH CHANCES.. THAT FOR ALL WHO HAVE TRIED THE REST.. NOW TRY THE BEST... HE IS THE MAN.. THE LORD, OUR GOD AND HE ROCKS...
I am alive and living a full life because HE LIVES...
BLESSINGS!
I'm praying, nothings happening... why???
I have to tell ya, there are a lot of people that are discouraged and disgruntled. I get a ton of phone calls and emails with the same rant, "I pray and nothing seems to happen, where is God?" And honestly, there are times I don't know what to say. Some one may say, "Oh, Miss Preacher, your suppose to have an answer for everything!" No.... no one has ALL the answers. Only God.
Let me share with you some of the things people are walking through.....
A woman named Anne, had her husband die "suddenly!" I am talking "suddenly." One minute they were carrying on a conversation, the next, he was gone.
She was stunned. Shortly after the memorial, she found out he left her with NOTHING! ZERO! Except a pile of bills and two mortgages on the house. She was instantly broke. she could barely afford to bury the man. Her precious daughter had a nervous breakdown and landed up in an institution. This widow is busted, broke and broken....she lost her husband, she thinks she is losing her home and she almost lost her child.
A wife calls me to tell me her husband, who she just married, fell down a set of stairs and is now confined to a bed. This once vibrant man is now on life support. she barely got to enjoy her new life with him when this happened. In a short time she went from a happy new wife, to a full time nurse for him. She is confused and "a very lonely woman."
A young girl contacts me, she is discouraged. People at the church don't treat her right. She was once on drugs and practiced witchcraft. Before her conversion, she got a bunch of "tattoo's." She feels that because she is pierced and tattooed, the church people do not accept her and it has hurt her walk with God. (
A guy who is a hard, dilegent worker, who sings in a worship group at church and reads his bible regularly, just had a heart attack. He is out of work and feeling "abandoned" by God.
"I am a faithful thither Carol, he told me, where is the money to support my family. I feel like I am falling apart!"
All of the above people tell me, "I pray, I believe, but He doesn't answer!"
Lets talk.
First of all, I have felt the very same way. I have watched people who sin openly and uncaringly prosper and do well. And I have watched good men and women suffer and travail in prayer. only to feel like God isn't listening.
Let me start here.
God is always listening... oh, I know that sounds like a "pat answer" and most people respond with, "He is? then why is nothing happening?"
The fact is, something is happening. It may not be the way we think it should, but He is working things together for our good!
I have found in the times that I feel over welmed or discouraged. OH YES, I FEEL THAT WAY SOMETIMES TOO! there are three things that hasten God's move on my behalf and make me feel the "PEACE" that I need to get me through.
Here we go....
1. I stop talking negitive. The devils dwells in negitive talking and thinking. He loves when a Child of the King, is flapping his/her jaw and saying all the "POINTLESS AND HOPELESS" THINGS. Change the way you talk, it will change the atmosphere around you and charge it with HOPE.... FORGET WHAT ISN'T, SAY WHAT THE WORD SAYS ABOUT YOU.....
2. I FORCE MYSELF TO HAVE RECKLESS FAITH. okay don't think my words are "reckless."
I mean I choose to believe that God intends to meet all my needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus. I choose to release my faith, even if it is a morsel or a tiny little bit... I let it go... I declare God's provisions, peace, my needs met, hope, deliverence.... etc...
Faith pleases God, it moves mountiains of distress, finances, etc...
Faith PLEASES GOD AND SETS US UP FOR A MIRACLE.... YES A MIRACLE..
3. I try to meditate on the last time I was discouraged or down and God in His faithfulness and rich mercy met me at the point of my need and rescued me.
I think on these things, good report, worthy of praise, happy things, Gods goodness.
REMEMBER, THE DEVIL WANTS YOU DEFEATED, LOST, AND HE WANTS TO CONVINCE YOU GOD HAS FORGOTTEN YOU... don't give into that MESS. He is a liar.
I find that if I practice the above. I feel better and eventually.. through faith and patience GOD COMES THROUGH EVERY TIME... HEY, TRY IT... let go of the discouragement and let it be replaced by "courage." Courage to believe, when it looks impossible. courage to go on, marching forward and in the hope that only the Holy Spirit can provide.
Give the devil a black eye, don't let him hear all the negitive.... split his lip with POSITIVE, FAITHFILLED, NEVER GIVING UP .. NOT GOING DOWN... TALK!
GOD WILL SEE YOU THROUGH.. HE WILL, HE IS ABLE.. DON'T GIVE UP... I DIDN'T AND I AM STILL HERE... BECAUSE "HE" LIVES.... I CAN, CAN, CAN AND WILL FACE TOMORROW.
Let me share with you some of the things people are walking through.....
A woman named Anne, had her husband die "suddenly!" I am talking "suddenly." One minute they were carrying on a conversation, the next, he was gone.
She was stunned. Shortly after the memorial, she found out he left her with NOTHING! ZERO! Except a pile of bills and two mortgages on the house. She was instantly broke. she could barely afford to bury the man. Her precious daughter had a nervous breakdown and landed up in an institution. This widow is busted, broke and broken....she lost her husband, she thinks she is losing her home and she almost lost her child.
A wife calls me to tell me her husband, who she just married, fell down a set of stairs and is now confined to a bed. This once vibrant man is now on life support. she barely got to enjoy her new life with him when this happened. In a short time she went from a happy new wife, to a full time nurse for him. She is confused and "a very lonely woman."
A young girl contacts me, she is discouraged. People at the church don't treat her right. She was once on drugs and practiced witchcraft. Before her conversion, she got a bunch of "tattoo's." She feels that because she is pierced and tattooed, the church people do not accept her and it has hurt her walk with God. (
A guy who is a hard, dilegent worker, who sings in a worship group at church and reads his bible regularly, just had a heart attack. He is out of work and feeling "abandoned" by God.
"I am a faithful thither Carol, he told me, where is the money to support my family. I feel like I am falling apart!"
All of the above people tell me, "I pray, I believe, but He doesn't answer!"
Lets talk.
First of all, I have felt the very same way. I have watched people who sin openly and uncaringly prosper and do well. And I have watched good men and women suffer and travail in prayer. only to feel like God isn't listening.
Let me start here.
God is always listening... oh, I know that sounds like a "pat answer" and most people respond with, "He is? then why is nothing happening?"
The fact is, something is happening. It may not be the way we think it should, but He is working things together for our good!
I have found in the times that I feel over welmed or discouraged. OH YES, I FEEL THAT WAY SOMETIMES TOO! there are three things that hasten God's move on my behalf and make me feel the "PEACE" that I need to get me through.
Here we go....
1. I stop talking negitive. The devils dwells in negitive talking and thinking. He loves when a Child of the King, is flapping his/her jaw and saying all the "POINTLESS AND HOPELESS" THINGS. Change the way you talk, it will change the atmosphere around you and charge it with HOPE.... FORGET WHAT ISN'T, SAY WHAT THE WORD SAYS ABOUT YOU.....
2. I FORCE MYSELF TO HAVE RECKLESS FAITH. okay don't think my words are "reckless."
I mean I choose to believe that God intends to meet all my needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus. I choose to release my faith, even if it is a morsel or a tiny little bit... I let it go... I declare God's provisions, peace, my needs met, hope, deliverence.... etc...
Faith pleases God, it moves mountiains of distress, finances, etc...
Faith PLEASES GOD AND SETS US UP FOR A MIRACLE.... YES A MIRACLE..
3. I try to meditate on the last time I was discouraged or down and God in His faithfulness and rich mercy met me at the point of my need and rescued me.
I think on these things, good report, worthy of praise, happy things, Gods goodness.
REMEMBER, THE DEVIL WANTS YOU DEFEATED, LOST, AND HE WANTS TO CONVINCE YOU GOD HAS FORGOTTEN YOU... don't give into that MESS. He is a liar.
I find that if I practice the above. I feel better and eventually.. through faith and patience GOD COMES THROUGH EVERY TIME... HEY, TRY IT... let go of the discouragement and let it be replaced by "courage." Courage to believe, when it looks impossible. courage to go on, marching forward and in the hope that only the Holy Spirit can provide.
Give the devil a black eye, don't let him hear all the negitive.... split his lip with POSITIVE, FAITHFILLED, NEVER GIVING UP .. NOT GOING DOWN... TALK!
GOD WILL SEE YOU THROUGH.. HE WILL, HE IS ABLE.. DON'T GIVE UP... I DIDN'T AND I AM STILL HERE... BECAUSE "HE" LIVES.... I CAN, CAN, CAN AND WILL FACE TOMORROW.
Betrayal, The Deepest Cut
From the first page to the very last, you won’t put this book down. “Betrayal, The Deepest Cut” is riveting and captivating.
Carol tells twelve different true stories of people who have been betrayed in the worst way: adultery, sexual abuse, a broken confidence and abortion just to mention a few. Each story will stir your heart.
Carol has included much of her own life story. Having come from a dysfunctional home filled with alcoholism and violence, Carol learned early in life how deep the wound of betrayal can go. Feeling unloved and rejected, she fell into a life of drug addiction, sexual promiscuity, abortions and mental illness, all along feeling betrayed by God and a mother that never loved her.
This book will impact your life, you will learn how even the deepest wound… can be healed.
How has "Betrayal, the Deepest Cut" affected your life?
The Truth About Giving, The Way I See It!
When I first got “saved” I was happy to get the “free gift” provided by Jesus Christ. His forgiveness and a new life through His powerful mighty Blood!
But when it came to giving? I was like, “forget it!” Don’t touch my wallet!
Now, I am NOT here to tell you five stories about how I gave and it came back “mega bucks!” Nope, that is not the reason I am writing this.
My purpose is to share what I feel is the “truth about giving” and pass it on.
Certainly, I expect you to search the scriptures yourself, (the problem today is that most people don’t, they just take some one else’s word rather then God’s Word.) oops!
Okay, first of all. Even in the “world” in my most miserable state, I knew that giving had a way of coming back to you. Kind of like the law of gravity. What you throw up has to come down. Seemed it worked (kind of) the same way.
However, when I was “saved” I had fallen so madly in love with Jesus Christ (considering He died in my place and took the nails I deserved) that I would have given Him; anything, without hesitation. I mean anything!
So I started to listen to the law of giving as it was preached, eager to learn all there was to know about the KINGDOM OF GOD and its principles.
Finally, I tried it. I gave when common sense said, “I shouldn’t,” and my wallet said “I couldn’t.” And sure enough it came back, usually in a super natural way.
Now stay with me here……….and by the way, at the end of this message, I am not taking up an offering. Honest!
Anyway, I started checking this “seed stuff” out. I found out that the WORD of God is the seed, Jesus said that. He never called “money” seed.
But I got the point when it was taught that money was like “planting” seed.
However, it didn’t really do much in the way of “convincing” me to give.
But the “seed” teaching seemed to be influential and so I thought, “why not?”
So I began to “plant seed” everywhere I heard the teaching. I planted for blessings, health, salvation of loved ones, prosperity, a new job, a new watch, a new car, etc, etc, etc…..
I wasn’t picky what type of ground my “seed” was planted into, just get it there and get the “blessing,” and of course, the 100 fold return.
Got to tell you, some of my “seed” produced, (and that is to be expected.) But a lot of it didn’t.
I began to ask God, what am I doing wrong? What was I missing?
I feel like God began to show me something…. I was planting in the wrong ground with the wrong heart!
I was moved by need, desperation and influence, rather then a “cheerful” heart, and truly seeking the Holy Spirit on where to give
People, giving isn’t “rocket science!”
We are suppose to give to the Lords work because we love Him and want the world to know how wonderful Jesus is.
Listen, The gospel of Jesus Christ is free, but it takes money to get it out!
But if we give because we have been, manipulated, emotionally moved or even threatened that God will curse us? Then something is very wrong!
We give because we love Jesus, with all our hearts; we aren’t bargaining with Him at a wholesale house!
When you love “HIM” with all your heart, you want to see your gift to HIM produce, food for starving people, the gospel to reach all nations, the church to be equipped with the five fold ministries, outreaches, missions, aid to hurting and broken lives and so on.
If we are giving because we think we are playing some sort of “lotto” and God can be “bingo-ed” we are sadly mistaken. Giving is to meet the needs of the church and for our “benefit” when we give as The Holy Spirit leads.
I learned in my giving to find out if “my seed,” is being planted out in the fields of “lost souls” and human needs!
Because if my seed is going into that kind of soil? It will indeed produce. I don’t want my seed to rot in ground that is not nourished by the planter.
Precious saint, giving is part of being a loving and caring Christian.
Giving DOES have a law attached to it, “give and it will be given to you……” but I strongly encourage you to be sure that the place you entrust your “seed” is making sure that “your seed” is being planted in ground that God is honoring.
When you give with a pure heart and open hands for HIS GLORY you can’t go wrong!
I assure you; if you have a pure heart and give to the gospel because you love Christ… you will be blessed and satisfied in your spirit.
God loves you; He will guide you and instruct you, if you seek Him, FOR YOURSELF! YOU are capable of hearing His voice.
I have since experienced a “new way” in my giving.
I pray this way…
“Lord, I love you, because while I was yet a sinner, you died for me and accepted me as I was. You cleaned me up and made my life worth living.
So I give to the work of the kingdom of God, cheerfully, and yes, carefully… seeking You my Lord, to know where you would have me “plant my seed.”
And because I give with a pure heart of love and blessing your work with gladness, my needs will be met, by your “riches in glory in Christ Jesus… Amen!
Tightly in His grip,
Carol
But when it came to giving? I was like, “forget it!” Don’t touch my wallet!
Now, I am NOT here to tell you five stories about how I gave and it came back “mega bucks!” Nope, that is not the reason I am writing this.
My purpose is to share what I feel is the “truth about giving” and pass it on.
Certainly, I expect you to search the scriptures yourself, (the problem today is that most people don’t, they just take some one else’s word rather then God’s Word.) oops!
Okay, first of all. Even in the “world” in my most miserable state, I knew that giving had a way of coming back to you. Kind of like the law of gravity. What you throw up has to come down. Seemed it worked (kind of) the same way.
However, when I was “saved” I had fallen so madly in love with Jesus Christ (considering He died in my place and took the nails I deserved) that I would have given Him; anything, without hesitation. I mean anything!
So I started to listen to the law of giving as it was preached, eager to learn all there was to know about the KINGDOM OF GOD and its principles.
Finally, I tried it. I gave when common sense said, “I shouldn’t,” and my wallet said “I couldn’t.” And sure enough it came back, usually in a super natural way.
Now stay with me here……….and by the way, at the end of this message, I am not taking up an offering. Honest!
Anyway, I started checking this “seed stuff” out. I found out that the WORD of God is the seed, Jesus said that. He never called “money” seed.
But I got the point when it was taught that money was like “planting” seed.
However, it didn’t really do much in the way of “convincing” me to give.
But the “seed” teaching seemed to be influential and so I thought, “why not?”
So I began to “plant seed” everywhere I heard the teaching. I planted for blessings, health, salvation of loved ones, prosperity, a new job, a new watch, a new car, etc, etc, etc…..
I wasn’t picky what type of ground my “seed” was planted into, just get it there and get the “blessing,” and of course, the 100 fold return.
Got to tell you, some of my “seed” produced, (and that is to be expected.) But a lot of it didn’t.
I began to ask God, what am I doing wrong? What was I missing?
I feel like God began to show me something…. I was planting in the wrong ground with the wrong heart!
I was moved by need, desperation and influence, rather then a “cheerful” heart, and truly seeking the Holy Spirit on where to give
People, giving isn’t “rocket science!”
We are suppose to give to the Lords work because we love Him and want the world to know how wonderful Jesus is.
Listen, The gospel of Jesus Christ is free, but it takes money to get it out!
But if we give because we have been, manipulated, emotionally moved or even threatened that God will curse us? Then something is very wrong!
We give because we love Jesus, with all our hearts; we aren’t bargaining with Him at a wholesale house!
When you love “HIM” with all your heart, you want to see your gift to HIM produce, food for starving people, the gospel to reach all nations, the church to be equipped with the five fold ministries, outreaches, missions, aid to hurting and broken lives and so on.
If we are giving because we think we are playing some sort of “lotto” and God can be “bingo-ed” we are sadly mistaken. Giving is to meet the needs of the church and for our “benefit” when we give as The Holy Spirit leads.
I learned in my giving to find out if “my seed,” is being planted out in the fields of “lost souls” and human needs!
Because if my seed is going into that kind of soil? It will indeed produce. I don’t want my seed to rot in ground that is not nourished by the planter.
Precious saint, giving is part of being a loving and caring Christian.
Giving DOES have a law attached to it, “give and it will be given to you……” but I strongly encourage you to be sure that the place you entrust your “seed” is making sure that “your seed” is being planted in ground that God is honoring.
When you give with a pure heart and open hands for HIS GLORY you can’t go wrong!
I assure you; if you have a pure heart and give to the gospel because you love Christ… you will be blessed and satisfied in your spirit.
God loves you; He will guide you and instruct you, if you seek Him, FOR YOURSELF! YOU are capable of hearing His voice.
I have since experienced a “new way” in my giving.
I pray this way…
“Lord, I love you, because while I was yet a sinner, you died for me and accepted me as I was. You cleaned me up and made my life worth living.
So I give to the work of the kingdom of God, cheerfully, and yes, carefully… seeking You my Lord, to know where you would have me “plant my seed.”
And because I give with a pure heart of love and blessing your work with gladness, my needs will be met, by your “riches in glory in Christ Jesus… Amen!
Tightly in His grip,
Carol
My story...
How well do I remember the blood on the walls from the constant fighting that went on at home. It was usually Dad’s blood. Mom had thrown an object and cut him with it. As children, we would scream and cry in terror. My parents drank almost every weekend and the latter parts of the day!
We had a large family, too large. My Dad’s paycheck barely made ends meet. Food was scare, alcohol was abundant and fear was my constant companion. Finally, my Dad had a nervous breakdown and was institutionalized. He would escape on weekends and come home. Sometimes he would do strange things, like set the house on fire. Our mom spent a lot of time away from home trying to find herself at the bottom of a bottle. Since my parents were away, my older siblings and I learned how to take care of the smaller ones. I remember beatings I didn’t deserve and welts that went deep in my flesh...
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We had a large family, too large. My Dad’s paycheck barely made ends meet. Food was scare, alcohol was abundant and fear was my constant companion. Finally, my Dad had a nervous breakdown and was institutionalized. He would escape on weekends and come home. Sometimes he would do strange things, like set the house on fire. Our mom spent a lot of time away from home trying to find herself at the bottom of a bottle. Since my parents were away, my older siblings and I learned how to take care of the smaller ones. I remember beatings I didn’t deserve and welts that went deep in my flesh...
To read more http://prayerforsexualtrauma.org/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=42&Itemid=20
To order my full story on DVD https://www.shop.carolkornacki.org/displayProductDocument.hg?productId=1&categoryId=2
Addicted Christians...Are you one of them?
She is lovely; her smile lights up a room. She has impeccable taste and dresses fabulous. Not a hair out of place. Makeup? She wears it but she doesn’t need it. Exercise? She doesn’t have to. She has a great shape. She loves the Lord and prays everyday. I can’t think of a time she refused to help someone in need. Everyone who meets her loves her, Unfortunately, this lovely creature has a secret, she is, “addicted to prescription med’s!”
I was told that America consumes more meds then any other country in the world. WOW! I am not talking about street drugs; I am referring to medications prescribed for pain, anxiety or sleep disorder. Remember the popular radio broadcaster who was busted for doctor shopping and illegally using “Oxicoten?” (A powerful opiate, prescribed for pain). This famous man was using up to thirty (maybe forty, wow) of these opiates a day and functioning in the public eye without a trace of his addiction being detected.
Everyday, more and more people are becoming addicted to “med’s” These precious people start out with an injury, anxiety or they can’t sleep at night, they receive scripts for a medication to relieve them. Unfortunately, drugs can give you a feeling of “euphoria and well being.” So what starts out, as a relief for pain, restlessness or sleeplessness becomes daytime “high!”
Let me give you an example of what can happen. Sarah, a hard working housewife, (who is trying to balance a busy schedule,) is on her way to pick her son up after his soccer practice, she is late and has a dinner engagement. She approaches an intersection, it’s a yellow light and it appears clear. So, she takes it. Bam! Sarah is taken to the hospital; she is shaken up and has whiplash. She is sent home with a prescription for a strong opiate for pain, a sedative for sleep and an antidepressant for the anxiety. Quite a load, but at the time it is needed. I emphasize, AT THE TIME.
For days the pain med helps tremendously, the sleep aid helps her to sleep because she is restless and of course the antidepressant is working on her nerves. all seems to be well. Sarah is taking the med’s according to the Doctors instruction. After a few weeks she notices that the pain is better. At her next visit her Doctor informs her that he is going to take her off the strong stuff and give her something different. Sarah goes home and takes the new med. It doesn’t give her that same feeling; in fact she feels less energy, and what about that, “all over warm feeling” that the pills provide, she wants that back too. So she calls her doctor and complains about the “terrible pain” she is still experiencing, (she’s lying and she knows it), but she can’t help herself.
Her doctor refuses to give her the strong opiate, so she goes to another doctor and gets it. Now, the energy is back and she feels “good” again. Each morning Sarah sits and counts her pills, if she is short or her supply is low she panic’s. So she will “doctor shop” to find a replacement for the doctor who refuses her pain pills. This once vivacious woman is now falling into the life of a “med addict.” Her family is beginning to worry, her friends see the change and she is oblivious to it all, the only thing that matters is the drugs, they have taken over her life.
During the day, it’s codeine, with an added buffer of antidepressant. At night she takes her sleeping pills to slow her system down. It is a vicious circle and Sarah is caught in the middle. She tells herself, its for the pain, it’s needed, she can handle it……….but can she, can anyone really control the power of the drug?
Drug addicts don’t live a full life, it is cut off where the addiction starts and it is heartbreaking. I have dear friends that are drug addicted due to an accident or injury that put them on the medicine. When you confront them with their “over the top” use of the med’s, they will go toe to toe with you and swear they are not addicted and they are in constant pain.
Let me be clear here, pain is not pleasant and at times unbearable. So the next best thing is to subdue it by way of medicine. This stuff can be very powerful and seems to make all our problems go a way, FOR THE MOMENT.
I am not saying that medicine is bad or that someone who is hurting badly hasn’t the need for medication to help them get through the day.
I am addressing the ones who know that they are not in that much pain and need the drug more then the relief, their body hurts because it wants the drug, not because of injury. Addiction is a debilitating sickness and it is a thief and murderer. It sucks the life out of people and steals their joy and home and family and often their livelihood.
There are some good, god- fearing Christians that are addicted to medications and making excuses to stay that way. They want to have their problems solved by taking a pill and they are deceived into believing that the pill will always be there to take the edge off and get them through. But the truth is, that eventually the effects of that drug will damage other areas of their lives, mentally, physically or emotionally.
There are some that want to be free but don’t know where to start or just can’t muster up the strength to do what needs to be done. A lot of precious people have lost friends and family because they have changed so much and become totally sold out to drugs.
Are you addicted to med”s? Do you “doctor shop” to keep up your habit? Is your life ebbing away? Do you know you have to stop, but don’t know how? It starts by admitting your need to be free!
I want to take this opportunity to reach out to you. Think about the meds that you take. Are they necessary or do you need them to cope with life? For a time they may be very helpful and some people truly need them… however, the addicts to prescription drugs are the people that I am appealing to. No matter what type of med’s you are addicted to; there is a way out.
For years I was addicted to drugs, hard drugs! I was what the world referred to as a “hopeless drug addict!” I lived and breathe my next “fix,” my world revolved around it. I was deceived into believing it made life easier when in fact it was destroying me. It got so bad that I would take too much. More then once I turned blue, people would panic and leave me lying there and run out. I was so bad that the average drug addict, refused to get high with me. I was a risk. So people gave up on me, “she’ll never change, she will die,” they would say.
But a “man who loved me more then I could ever imagine” whose name is Jesus Christ, saw past my faults and saw my needs. Years of hurt and brokenness had brought me to this place where being high was all I knew. I needed a supernatural power to work a work in me. When I surrendered myself to that great power my life was drastically changed forever. I was able, by His love and strength, “in me”, to stay away from the temptation. He aided me and after a time it became easier, thank God!
I am not a special case; there isn’t anyone that is exempt from God’s loving and delivering power, no one!! He wants all to be free, but you have to give your life to Him completely and trust that He is able. And He Is!! You need to let go and let God and then get away from the temptation that surrounds you by making a clean break, if a rehab clinic is needed, do all that you can to get in and get help.
Here are weapons that God has provided for you to fight your way out of this cloud of addiction and give you strength on the inside and faith to keep on keeping on.
Read the Word of God daily and apply the Blood of Jesus!
There is power in prayer
Exercise Faith, God can and will, SET YOU FREE!! THE DEVIL WILL FIGHT YOU ON THIS, BUT JESUS CHRIST IS GREATER AND FAR MORE POWERFUL!!.
I promise, if you make a decision and seek His delivering power, you will see a huge difference and soon you will, like me, be telling the world, "whom the Son set free, is free indeed!"
I am here for you, if you need us call the number listed to reach this
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Christians, Wiccians, Witchcraft...Is Satan real?
For six years I practiced witchcraft, Wicca, New age, Buddhism and Eastern religion. I followed gurus, meditated into oblivion, cast spells, astral projected and acted as a psychic. At the time I was on a journey for truth. I collected books and materials on all the above named subjects and studied diligently.
I considered myself a witch who practiced the occult. Now when we hear that word, occult, we think about black masses, sacrifices and all the gory stuff. Occult simply means, “hidden things.” I was not one who was into the black masses or human sacrifices; I was referred to as “a renegade witch.” I wanted the power it promised and I wanted to put it into action in my life. After years of searching and study I was sure I had found it.
Anyway, back to my point... And by the way, I do have one.
After intense study and having visited places that I was sure would enhance the power (that I was experiencing) and having been taught by a group of specialists in the field, I had come to one of my “peaks.” I refer to them as peaks, because it was the time that I put into practice what I had learned during my apprentice stage.
By the way, I am aware of the vow that is taken in the “Wicca” ritual. The one that is uttered in the indoctrination, “I will do harm to no one.” and how the magic is non-harming and consensual and only for good. Makes for a great creed, but is it true?
Some of the best people I know who are good and kind will do harm to others. So what makes us believe that those who are involved with this type of power will not use it to harm?
Oh well, moving’ right along….
The term Neo-pagan includes all faith groups which can include Druidism or even Asatru. As a Wiccan one prefers to be referred to as a “pagan.” Satan is considered an anti-Christian god. He is exempt from the practice of witchcraft and Wicca, so they say.
I worshipped Diana, goddess of the Greeks. My masculine god was Pan, (ya know, that half man half horse that you see in mythology?) I followed the female and male gods, considering them to have accomplished their goals through their power of deity. Some that practice paganism profess that they are atheist and still others worship the created things, (air, moon and stars). It can become very complicated. The practitioner has his or her choice in whom and what they believe.
When practicing the above, I was relentless to prove to all the “Christians” that I was not an evil pagan and that what I practiced was not demonic but in fact a pure gift that was bestowed on me through my apprenticeship and faithfulness to my belief. Does that make any sense, probably not, because it all just seems to go round and round?
However, when we choose to believe in something, we give it our all and we will protect it with a vengeance, rather it is right or wrong.
The question that I was left with after obtaining this power was, what am I to do with it? And will it ultimately cost me something somewhere down the road?
Another question that crept into my mind was this, what if suddenly one day I am faced with dying? (And we all get there soon enough) Will my faith in Diana (the Greek goddess of fertility and the moon) or Pan, (the god of the woods, as he is referred to) or the moon, the stars the constellations, the round and round of the “circle of life, my karma, or whatever the ancient books told me in their NOT SO SECURE teachings, will all that be enough? Let’s face it a lot of us go though life thinking we will live forever so why not just live for today? But when death looks us in the face, we certainly see things differently. Death is a solo flight; we don’t get to take anyone with us. Death is a journey that each living human being takes “by him or herself!” We face death alone, and in the moment of transition or departure I am sure that we all wonder were we are going.
Just recently a terrible storm tore though four counties leaving a path of devastation and death behind. It broke my heart to see people searching through rubble for loved ones and lost possessions. Many of these precious people were interviewed; they spoke about the storm, the sound of it and the fear that you experience when you think that these may be your last moments on this earth.
When asked what they did in the midst of their fear as they faced the possibility of death, the answer was almost always the same, “they prayed!”
There are two points that I wish to address in this REAL DEAL, and I am sure that there are those that will disagree. But we can agree to disagree, right? Right!
First point: the “Satan thing.” I know that pagans or the majority of them (as I once practiced and believed myself) feel that Christians have an anti-Christian deity referred to as Satan. The popular opinion is that Christian are always accusing “pagans or witches” of being in league with Satan and claiming that the whole pagan religion is backed by Satan. The pagan or Wiccan is insulted and constantly trying to debunk the assault. The Wiccan’s are against the Christian and visa versa.
I am not always proud of the way that some Christians go about arguing their case. I know that God is a God of love and one needn’t force their ideas on another. However, the Christian is getting his information from the bible and it does in fact teach against divination, necromancy, magic and witchcraft. This being so, the Christian feels it is their duty to inform the one practicing such things. Still, I feel that it is important that we don’t try to shove our information in someone’s face, but to inform with kindness and love. Then let each one make ones own choice.
Let me address something here, having been practiced witchcraft. I never believed that I was serving Satan, never!!! I knew there were things that were questionable having been raised a Catholic for many years. Still, I believed I had a gift and it was from God. As I went deeper into the teachings and practiced the magic and physic power, I began to grow in the “knowledge” and learn to communicate with the “spirit realm” and allow those whom I believed were departed spirits of loved ones or ancient spirits to teach me the ancient secrets.
The “power” that I was experiencing, came with a price.. PEOPLE, EVERYTHING COMES WITH A PRICE….. EVERYTHING!
One day I began asking my self a lot of questions. I began to think about eternity and the fact that I would eventually be facing it. I thought about what I had done in this life and the people that I had injured and used.
The whole karma thing began to look bleak and empty, as for reincarnation; I had little interest in returning to this world as a bird or lady bug?
“Nirvana” seemed unattainable and meditation returned me to the same thoughts and lost feelings. I felt a need to find more stability concerning eternity. What I had been taught about sin was that “it was all karma, just karma man!” I would get another chance to come back to the earth through soul migration and have another shot at it, to discover that I am indeed divine. This might take several life and death experiences, but what the heck, I had eternity right? And what about the so called devil, was he indeed here to torment and confuse just Christians? Was I, as a practicing “pagan” (who had doubts about his authenticity) exempt from his attacks?
This is a lot of territory to cover I told myself. Diana, my female goddess wasn’t doing me a whole heck of a lot of good. And so if I changed goddesses or became an atheist would that make me feel better? Look people, were talking eternity here.
To tell you the truth, some of the moral teachings that Christians believed, well, that didn’t exactly float my boat. Still something inside me felt empty and void. All the power and the ability that had been bestowed on me left me cold and in question. I began to see clearly that this so called Satan was indeed after my life and wanted to destroy me even if I was serving him (and not aware of it) I began to tumble into an abyss of unanswered questions and confusion. I came to realize that this “pagan religion” had no future to offer its followers. The whole pagan thing seemed a “live for today,” As for sin; there was no need to clear it up in ones life. No salvation, no sacrifice just live and let live.
I began to look for a way out of this “paganism” that I had embraced for so long and believed to be true. It was during this time I began to become acutely aware of this so called “Satan.” He made himself very real to me. The power that was so available to me now seemed to have a price tag on it. I realized that I was duped into believing that this pagan practice was the real thing. Man, was I ever deceived!
I had encounters with this evil entity “Satan” and found that the only way to keep him at bay in my life and his efforts to harm me was through the “Blood of Jesus Christ!
But not so fast, I had a lot of things to find out about Christianity before I made a decision to serve Jesus Christ instead of the “other gods.”
I learned of His undying love through the sacrifice of His own Blood to set me free from my sins and the guilt and shame of them.
I learned of The One True God’s eternal plan for man kind and how He personally rescued the human race from eternal death and damnation.
I leaned about His power, not spells, magic or incantations, but Holy powers that could and would change lives and heal hearts and bodies. This was truly the answer that I was looking for.
I had learned much about blood in my witchcraft days, but now it was about the Blood of the Son of God, Jesus Christ.
I was elated when the truth of His power began to work its power in me. I was full of joy and gratefulness for what I learned He had done in regards to the sin problem. I was over whelmed and relieved to learn that I didn’t have to come back to the earth repeatedly through reincarnation!
I entered the pagan belief because I wanted power and acceptance. I wanted people to be in awe of me. I wanted to feel good about me and belong to something that was intriguing. I was a good student of it all and when I arrived I was more lost and empty then when I started out.
Okay, one might say, “well, that’s you Carol, I don’t believe that “pagan beliefs” are connected to Satan. Okay, that’s cool, that is your opinion and belief, and you have every right to believe whatever you choose. But please, ask yourself the questions,
“Where will I spend eternity?
Is this pagan belief system enough to carry me through the eventual eternity that we all enter into?
Is this the truth?
Is my faith in the gods and goddesses going to get me through? Are they really out for my good?
Is Satan just a Christian thing, could I be his target as well?
Is God for me and willing to show me the truth?
Closing comments……
SATAN IS OUT TO DESTROY ALL THOSE WHO ARE BORN INTO THIS LIFE. RATHER WE IGNORE HIM, SERVE HIM OR HATE HIM, HE IS OUT TO STEAL KILL AND DESTROY!
P.S.
YOU CAN ASK JESUS CHRIST INTO YOUR HEART RIGHT THIS MOMENT. JUST BY ASKING HIM TO COME IN AND FORGIVE YOU FOR YOUR SINS AND FILL YOU WILL HIS HOLY SPIRIT, YOU WILL BECOME A CHILD OF GOD AND BY HIS GREAT HOLY POWERFUL SHED BLOOD, YOU WILL HAVE POWER OVER SATAN.
MY DEAR FRIEND, SATAN IS REAL… BUT WHAT IS MORE REAL IS THE “BLOOD OF JESUS CHRIST SHED FOR ALL MANKIND.. THAT MEANS YOU!
Suicide...The New Epidemic
Jerry was nineteen he came from a wealthy established family. One morning he took a double barrel shot gun, and while my sister stood just feet away, he pulled the trigger and blew off the top of his head. Years later the image of him crumbling to the ground as the bullet entered his head in her memory as the morning it happened.
Don left home one night and went to the drive-in. He seemed depressed as a result of his job and financial pressures, He was found the next morning dead in his car. Don had taken a hose from a vacuum cleaner and attached it to his car exhaust. He left the car running filling it with fumes that choked the life out of him. Depressed? Who knew?
Just this week two friends called me in desperation because their teens were planning to commit suicide. One had a girlfriend leave him; the other was suffering from depression because of their parents divorce. This hit me very hard, too hard to ignore. I can’t just dismiss it, can you? Is this terror going to invade your life or the life of someone you love?
People, suicide is a monster, a demon that preys upon the weak, lonely, helpless and confused and it thrives on depression. It has no respecter of age, culture or breeding. The rich, famous, educated, the poor and homeless, are at risk. It is a fact that one time or another in a person’s lifetime they will think about suicide. You may not want to admit it, but at some point it entered your mind. That ugly spirit has come to torment and tempt. Depression is the number one cause of suicide. For years before I found Christ I would sit with guns in my mouth, waiting to pull the trigger. I would take cars and drive them into telephone poles and lakes. I would deliberately take overdoses of drugs. Pain that could not control, thoughts that ruled my life controlled me and it was God’s grace that kept me from killing myself. I had at least twenty friends and acquaintances that didn’t stop. They took their lives in various ways. One jumped off the Peace Bridge into the Niagara River in the middle of winter. They found him four months later decomposed floating in the Horseshoe Falls. I cried till I hurt. How could we have stopped this tragedy?
The government has declared suicide as an epidemic. Yes-dear friend, an epidemic!. You, and your loved ones are targets for this unclean lying spirit. What can we do? As the world seems to grow darker, as rejection, unemployment and hopelessness creeps into the lives of thousands this filthy spirit works his hateful work of suicide as an answer. As hopelessness seems to overtake our children this hateful spirit intensifies its work of darkness. But, we can overcome we can wage war. We can be victorious; we can save our loved ones and our children from this cycle.
Are you tempted with ending your life? Do you know someone who can’t take it anymore and wants out or is dealing with depression? I am on a crusade to stop this horror through this ministry by working with these hurting people. This is a serious cause and we will respond promptly. Before you make a decision to end it, please call us. Please let me help get you through.
Dear Christian friends I need you to assist me in putting a stop to this: Put me in touch with people you know who are contemplating suicide or feel helpless and hopeless.
Carol Kornacki Ministries,
P.O.Box 78515
Charlotte, NC
28271-7035
I Believe In God, But Do I Believe Him?
Hebrews 3:12 Beware Brother, lest there be in any of you an evil heart of UNBELIEF in departing from the Living God.
I know a great Man of God, he is a Pastor, I preach at his church every year. He told me that one day he was asked by a friend, “Ron, what are you believing God for?” Ron replied, “to finish the auditorium, so that the kids will have a place to come and gather and enjoy themselves!” A short time later a check for a hundred thousand dollars came in the mail, to pay for the work on the auditorium.
And so, I ask you, “What are you believing God for?” At this very moment, what are you standing in faith for?” Is it financial security, the salvation of your family, healing, peace, maybe a college education or restoration of your marriage? Are you fighting depression or rejection? What exactly do you need to believe God for?
As we grow in our walk with the LORD, we must grow in faith. It seems as time ticks by, some of us grow weaker rather then stronger in what God has said concerning His great and precious promises!
I know I am guilty at times of unbelief. I know that there are times that without warning I have wondered into depending on my own ability and my own strength in a matter that should be in the hands of the Living God. .
I came from a sordid and evil background. Before I met Jesus Christ I was doomed. Literally doomed! When Jesus saved my soul, miraculously, I might add. I had to learn to totally trust Him in everything, my life, my health, my future, everything! At first it was easy, because I was a babe in Christ and believing HIM came easy. I felt His Great Sacred Holy Spirit inside of me and I knew that He was there, there was no doubt, no unbelief………..I knew that I knew that I was in the palm of Jesus Christ’s blood stained hand, bought and paid for. I firmly believed that no one or nothing could snatch me out.
When things were good, I trusted Him. When things were not so good, I trusted Him. The Word was a light to my path, a lamp unto my feet. I knew those promises were yes and yes. Believing was as simple as breathing. I watched God move in every area and I remained patient when I had to wait to see Him come through. I knew beyond a shadow of doubt He would come through. My faith was the sail that steered the ship. And no matter how great the storm, I always made it to shore safe, one way or another.
Some of the test and trials were hard and took lots of standing on the Word of God. And there were times things did not turn out the way I wanted them to, but always for my own good. I smile as I think about the trials that came down to the midnight hour. Five minutes before midnight, still I waited. One second before midnight, my faith strong and secure, then as the second hand moved methodically to the last second, my precious Lord would (in all His wonder and faithfulness), come through! Naturally……..no supernaturally!
My faith that God Is, my love for Jesus never diminished. Sadly though, I found myself working things out myself. Trusting my ability to make it happen and seeing things slowly lose His presence and power in my life. Rather then wait on the Lord; I made rash decisions that cost me. I clearly remember on one occasion, the Holy Spirit saying to me, “Remember, this was your idea, not Mine!” And seven years later, I would hear that ringing in my ears.
I love the Word and I know it is the truth, universal truth, there is no other! Period, paragraph! I am sure you feel the same. But lets be honest, as I am trying to be. There comes a time when we may lose interest in reading and studying and leaning on the Word of God. It isn’t something we plan or do deliberately, many of us have read the bible through more then we can count. I know that I have. And though we can quote it, as many can, we don’t really believe that the Word has the power to do all that it promises. Maybe we have lost patience in the promises because we have had to pray to long or trust too much. Whatever!
In the letter written to the Hebrews, the writer reminds the Christian Jews of their forefather’s wonderings in the wilderness, he tells them of Jehovah’s faithfulness with signs and wonders. When Egypt perused them to destroy them, Jehovah covered them with the waters of the Red Sea. When they got into a dry and waterless land, He provided water from a Rock and Bread from heaven. When they murmured for lack of meat, He sent fowl to eat. Over and over they were exposed to His great love and supernatural power and ability on their behalf. For some time they were grateful and fearful of His Greatness. But as time passed, they forgot and became dependent on themselves.
It wasn’t the heat that took down those that fell in the wilderness. It wasn’t for lack of nourishment, or the wild beasts that roamed the arid places. No, it was their unbelief that killed them.
“They will not enter into my rest, because of unbelief!” The unrest that you may be experiencing is brought on by your unbelief. People contact me and say, “I have sinned against the Lord, how can He ever forgive me, I am certainly doomed to hell!” My dear one, you are not doomed because of your sin, it is your unbelief.
The bible clearly states, “Without faith, yes faith! It is impossible to please God. Not good works, not a big ministry, not a visit to the homeless. All of that is noble and kind, but without faith, it is impossible to please Him.
Some time back I had a great vision in the middle of the night. The Lord woke me and showed me what was to come in the future, concerning me. It all seemed so surreal at the time. But I knew, it was the Lord. Some years later, exactly what the Lord showed me came to pass. Yet, I had not seen the finish of the vision. You know why? I did not apply faith to it and continue to believe. I just let it go and waited for God to do more. He was willing, but I had to mingle the promise with faith. I failed to do that. The Holy Spirit spoke to my heart and revealed to me that I did not walk in faith concerning that vision and promise and I had hindered it myself.
“ He who comes to God must believe that He is and He rewards those who diligently seek Him!” Seek Him how, by abiding in Him and His Word abiding in us. The word abides means to tarry or remain., stay there no matter what, no matter what comes to thwart the promise of His everlasting Word. Never let the Word leave your hearts or lips without combining it with faith!!!.
Let me ask you again dear one, “What are you believing God for?” Are you proclaiming His Word and standing? Is the Name above all names on your lips coupled with faith and secure in His ability to bring you through whatever this world throws at you? And when you have done everything to stand, are you still standing? Or are we as the ones in the wilderness, who tested and tried Him and grieved the Holy One with unbelief. Can he say of you, “You always go astray in your heart!”
Sweet Merciful Jesus, teach us to see the various times that you brought us through. The times when it looked like there was no way out, and you made one. The times of famine in our mouths and hearts and you fed us the fresh manna from heaven, you freely gave your Body and Blood for our salvation. Remind us of the miracle of redemption, the presence of your Holy Spirit. Keep us ever mindful of your great and precious promises and that we are in your care. Storm or calm seas, you are with us and will never forsake us. Teach us Holy Spirit to believe and never give our hearts to unbelief, that great sin of apostasy from the truth.
FEAR: It grips and paralyzes! Get set free!
I shall never forget the image of the airplanes hitting the towers in New York City on September 11th. I don’t think there is anyone who can forget it. The whole world watched in horror as “terrorists” made the statement, “America, you are not safe.” That attack intensified the fear in many. It is a fact that 80% of Americans are fearful of being a victim of terror or violence. What is a terrorist? Webster’s defines it as, “one who governs by terror or intimidation.” The word terror is defined as, “ intense overpowering fear!” That’s what the devil is, he is a terrorist!
My friend, fear is everywhere. It haunts the innocent in the night; I am constantly dealing with children who are afraid of the dark. Fear, trails us in airplanes, cars and public places. Lets face it since 9/11 we have a tendency to look around on an airplane; who’s that sitting next to me, that guy across the isle, he looks suspicious. Various people are suffering with panic attacks, anxiety and phobias such as fear of water or height. People are afraid of spiders, snakes or mice. I have a friend who is a big guy, if you saw him you would never believe that he is afraid of the smallest rodents, but he is! .
People fear suffering from sickness and a tremendous amount of people are afraid of dying. Everyone wants to see Jesus, but many of us are afraid to die.. I had a wonderful friend that was a healthy as they come. He really never had a sick day that I can recall. One day his doctor suggested he do a routine exam on him because he was over fifty. The results came back with traces of cancer. My big healthy, never sick friend died just a short time later. The cancer didn’t kill him the fear did! Anyone who has ever got a bad report from the doctor will tell you that the biggest factor is not the disease but the fear.
In today’s society most of us, (though many will not admit it) are fearful of aging. Women fearful of losing their husbands to the younger women will go to the plastic surgeon for a facelift, tummy tuck and enlargements. Men who share the fear of aging will get hair plugs, lipo… I’ll tell you folks the plastic surgery industry is at an all time high. Age, it’s not a fun thing.
The fear of being left alone, being rejected or failure all plague countless people. That is why suicide is so prevalent today. People are afraid to face tomorrow, so they extinguish tomorrow by taking their own lives. Depression is often a result of fear. Our society is loaded down with antidepressants and pills to conquer fear. Pills to cope, pills to sleep, pills to pep you up, pills to slow you down, pills to stop you from too much thinking and pills to help you think. Medicine is good and helps a lot of people. But personally I feel like we are an over medicated society.
And by the way, gentlemen are you allowed to admit you are afraid? Isn’t it true that men are to be the strong ones? Men are not allowed to admit to fear, that is beneath them. Isn’t that what you are taught from childhood up? If you didn’t keep up with the tough guys you were a sissy. Right? Wrong!
Everyone deals with fear, everyone! It is a natural emotion. But when it torments you and controls you then it is not normal or healthy.
Fear is the opposite of faith. Jesus continually said, fear not! Because it is impossible to believe when we are afraid. We have to face our fear with faith. Faith stands in the face of fear and believes that God will come through for us.
Let me tell you what happened when I was a teen. I came from a poor family. We had a lot of problems and the school I attended was aware of our home life. The kids use to tease us because we didn’t have much and my father was always sick. Sometimes he was confined to a mental institution. Anyway, I wanted to walk home with the “cool kids.” I wanted to be accepted even though I didn’t fit in. I use to walk with a group of kids after school over this bridge that was called the “Henry bridge.” There was a girl that was considered tough in school, she was big and could beat anyone up. She would see me coming up the bridge and laugh at me and tell the others, “Watch me freak Carol out!” By the time I reached the top of the bridge she would be laughing and intimidating me in front of all my friends. She would hit me in the face as it turned red she would hit me again. I never struck her back, I was too afraid. Every week I would walk up that bridge. I would see her at the top waiting for me. Every step that I took brought more fear and trepidation. I was helpless with fear. She was in control. How would I ever overcome this beating and fear? One day, I bumped into her in the school hallway. The minute I saw her, paralyzing fear gripped me. I new I was in for a hurting and she laid one on me that left me reeling. Boy, that hurt!
I decided that day, that I wasn’t going to take it from her anymore. I reached out and grabbed her and got her in a headlock. I was a small kid so it was all I could do so she couldn’t hurt me anymore. Man, I held on! She started kicking and trying to get away.. When I looked into her face I saw that she was afraid of me. When I finally released her she ran for her life. And folks, she never waited for me on the bridge again. I was free. Why? Because I stood up to her. That’s how you have to treat the devil, he is the author of fear. He tries to convince you that you are a prisoner of fear and he is in control. That not true! Greater is He that is in you then he that is in the world . Greater, do you understand? Demons fear the Blood of Jesus. Fear is held captive when Faith is exercised. God is fearless and bigger then your fear.
Get out the Word of God and stand on it.
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